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Gutbucket

by Nathaniel T. Lesser

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Gutbucket 03:22
Get a bucket, grab a pan. To catch the blood of this sacrificial lamb Gut me open, find an empty cavity Gutbucket's got what I can't keep inside of me Staring at me as I draw in my last breath, The sun casts a shadow over the angel of death Cigarette burning right up to his lips Knife is glistening, wipes the blood off on his hips. Grandpa's laughing as he cuts the chicken's neck. Throws it at me with a raspy smoker's laugh My heart slips out of my hand and its pulsing on the ground. Somebody get a bucket the flies are buzzing, circling round. Hail stings my face, frogs are falling from the sky Blood down the doors, tears are falling from my eyes Thick as midnight, darker than the deepest sea Got a vision of river, turns to blood in front of me The tablets crumble, words are etched upon our hearts Mother, father, son and daughter, brother, sisters torn apart I can see the vultures, condemned to die alone High upon a hillside made of skulls and human bone. Children play, look up when they hear cries Can't erase their vision, can't wash it from their eyes Only God can help us in our final hour of need A sacrifice, a condemnation, a bitter pill, a hateful deed.
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Take a picture to remember where you've been Take a picture to remember these places now and then. And when they come into view, that moment is through And part of you is too So take a picture to remember all you've known Keep this picture so you can see how much you've grown, Or stayed the same, when you wait here in vain, another moments come and gone (Bridge) Time ticks away with all we've seen, All we've been shown, where does it go? The words we speak, it's here we stay, the love we give, the love we've known. So take a picture before the fade, before the change What you'll see in pictures is somehow never quite the same, As the lows and the highs, that you've seen with your eyes, The captions been written in your brain (Bridge) So how you feeling, now you got to the last page? Ideas get cloudy as the pictures start to fade. And you're afraid to look down, for the fear that you'll drown in the swirl of memories from then to now.
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When everything has come undone, and you've searched for where it all went wrong, well quiet your mind when these thoughts take hold and come along with me. Sit upon the grassy knoll and wait for what you'll see You can't stand too close or you'll lose your grip and into the deep and dark you'll slip, where all is lost through the sands of time, buried indiscriminately. And what was simple as a nursery rhyme, takes on its own complexity Pre-Chorus: If you're not patient you will never catch a glimpse of what you've come to see. Too busy searching for the stars that will only lead you blind. Turn off your flashlight, listen for the creatures scurrying down in the leaves. You cannot catch it but its here to set your senses free Chorus: Just to see all your eyes have seen, you can't tell what's for real. Don't feel what you thought you'd feel. When it takes hold, and you feel like your letting go, like its opening up a door, falling down through the rabbit's hole The sands of time drip from up above and you're wondering where you are. You look up where the sky once was in hopes to find a star, to hang upon, but you're real gone. Now is the only true salvation your own creativity? Without these thoughts you'd just dissolve like particles of light through a raging sea. If there is no you, there is no me. Pre-Chorus/Chorus
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Revelero 03:17
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I'd tell you if I had the words, uh-huh And I'd keep them caged, 'til they'd been heard, uh-huh Not just the words, but what they mean And I'd take a picture of this living dream To show you that I love you, I love you We set adrift together and apart, As we sailed rough seas forever stumbling out into the dark. But you found the shoreline and I found the sunshine because I love you, Eli, I love you Eli, won't you understand, these are just the words from a shaky poet's hand, I tried to show you deep what's in my heart. A love that lasts through hurt and pain, and won't fade or wash out in the rain, when the April showers come to claim the icy winter winds that blow A love that scares me when I think about, just how much I need you both within me and without. A love that comes deep from my soul. Eli, I love you. Eli, I love you.
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Dry Land 04:02
Years ago there was a man, took my mother by the hand. Sowed his seed and left dry land She woke up and he'd come and gone Nine month later I came along. She dropped his letter and stood there. Took a drink, then chewed her hair. Cursed his name into the air. Closed her eyes and stood her ground, As the earth went spinning round Chorus: While tides were turning and the endless waves turn over In a submarine beneath the stormy seas. He thought himself something of a rover, Who could never spend too much time on dry land. The quartermaster disembarked, wandered streets of Shanghai after dark. Got a tattoo of a shark on his pasty, white skin. Showed the tracks of where he'd been. In the dark, he never saw the knife, Nor the eyes of the man who took his life, As his last words vanished in the night Chorus:
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I'm waiting on a distant thunder, I'm waiting for a steady rain to come and wash me away. To send the ripples across the water, to flood the empty boat that circles out around in the lake. They told me everyone's got troubles, it's just sometimes they like to drag you and take you away. You make me forget all my worries. Come put your loving arms around me, you can make it okay. I left you wrapped in sheets and sleeping. How could I kiss or wake an angel that's so dark and so true. I wound up swimming in the ether, in between the living and the dreaming of someone like you.

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released January 1, 2015

All Songs Written, Performed and Recorded by N.T. Lesser

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Nathaniel T. Lesser Portland, Maine

N.T. has been writing and recording music since he was 12, when he would quietly sing and play into a handheld tape recorder like he was keeping a secret. Since then he has been sharing. The Portland Press Herald says, “Whale Songs for Beginners is a quirky, little record. As it happens, it’s also a good record, with a heartfelt earnestness that belies its DIY aesthetic.” Take a listen! ... more

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